"My Father who art in Heaven,

I want to kill. I want to maim. I want to rape.

I want to torture the enemy’s children before their

parents’ eyes, I want to inflict unspeakable cruelties

on their little bodies that will mutilate them for life,

and I want to break their trusting little spirits with

the vilest and most hideous degradations I can think of.

In Jesus name,

Amen.”